Thursday, May 14, 2009
I am so upset right now. I asked one of my friends at the beginning of the month (May) if she would be my walking partner for graduation. She proceeds to tell me one of her other friends asked her, ONE YEAR AGO. Now I have often been told I am possessive or clingy to people, but I don't ask people ONE YEAR in advance about stuff! Anyway, Friend A said she'd ask Friend B and let me know. Well today Friend C (a guy) told me that both Friend B and Friend A have been telling people they were walking together. Now normally, I would just be like, "Yeah, I'm hurt you don't want to walk with me, but I'll accept it." But the part that REALLY hurts is that she couldn't even tell me! Then to make matters worse, when I talked to Friend D (sorry! a girl), my back-up, she had forgotten and was walking with someone else! Now I REALLY felt lost. I had practically no one to walk with, because everyone had a partner already. But then I ran into Friend E (another girl) who also didn't have a partner, and so we agreed to walk together. I'm glad I have a partner now, but I'm still hurt. I guess there's not much I can do now.