I am so sick of being mad!!!
I really do hate it, despite what people think. I'm so hurt in so many ways, and I feel pushed out of my circle, and my one best friend was shaky this week anyway and I didn't know where we stood, and then my other one has basically blown me off since the second I saw her last night... I just can't decide whether to cry or go punch her. I'm hurt, mad, lost, bored, and I feel like this summer has not pulled us together as we'd hoped, but just driven a wedge deeper between us. I don't want her to leave if we aren't okay... I'm gonna miss her so much! I would probably die if Lindsay wasn't around when she leaves.
I'm hoping my bestie will call me and say she's coming to visit for a bit today. I really need to talk to her about so much going on.. I barely scratched the surface today. : ( I miss her so much!
Peux je mourir encore? : (
I suppose that is all for now.