Wednesday, August 12, 2009


I'm becoming more and more confused.

I know I shouldn't feel this way, but I do. Why did my childhood have to be so messed up? Now it's affecting my future.

I just can't do this anymore. I can't be treated as an outcast anymore. I can't go on knowing that one best friend is worried sick about me, and another wouldn't speak to me if she found out.

Why can't life be simple?

I just want out.


  1. Ariel - the situations in your life that you can't control are there for a reason. God wants to use them to bring you closer to him. It's not fair that some things happen to one person, and not another, but God has everything planned out in your life, and "all things will work together for the good" as it says in the Bible. Don't give up hope and if you need to talk to someone, I'm sure that Pastor Nate or Kelsey would be willing to listen.God is always there too.
    Love in Christ, Rachel

  2. I'm here for you darling. Your blog just makes me want to give you forceful "Lauren hugs" and not let go. I want to tell you that everything will be ok, but i don't know that, although God surely does. He will take care of you. I often feel like I'm all alone, and that there is no one I can depend on. God is always there though, and it makes him forgetable, but if I count on him he never lets me down. Sorry to be all preachy. I love you, if you need something just txt me, or email me, or call me even. Love Lauren.

  3. Hang in there, Ariel. God will take care of you. Rachel and Lauren are both absolutely right. They are there for a reason, and whatever that reason may be, these situations will work out for your own good. God has promised you that in His word. The most important thing to do right now is not to give up hope and keep believing what's true. Any one of us will be more than willing to help you out if you need anything.

    Love you lots,


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