I never thought I would say this, but I have officially been disowned by my father.
Wow.... this hurts more than I thought it would. If only he knew how I felt.
One part of me is relieved: I don't have to deal with his endless ranting, cussing at me, and saying things that make no sense.
The other part of me feels like my childhood was a waste: Being a "daddy's girl" and believing everything he said when now I only feel an empty void and nothing but pain and hurt.
I don't know how I feel.