Tuesday, April 27, 2010

What. A. Day.

Today has been terrible. I seriously think I'm going to cry right now.

I woke up to some very stressful e-mails and ended up dealing with them all day. My day wasn't great at that point, but it could have been better. Then I was happy for my best friend just being there. She's amazing. And THEN...

Ha. I don't even know where to start. I've had a theory about one of my friends for awhile now, but they keep insisting I'm wrong and I have nothing to worry about. However, today I have proof: they don't want to spend time with me. Honestly, I don't think they ever have, because they never invite me over to hang out or play tennis or just walk or something, and whenever I try to do something with them, either they "can't" or won't or don't spend much time with me.

Honestly, it hurts. I care about them a lot and I've already had to change the ways I act around them because of their reactions. This doesn't help.

Guess I won't even ask next time...


  1. Ariel,

    I know I could be considered biased, and I'm not even sure if I should say anything. But you DO have friends, and this friend that you are talking about did NOT want or desire to hurt you. Believe me. You are loved, Ariel.


  2. I'm sorry to comment about this here, but I just wanted to let you know that I'm leaving for home this weekend. So I hope you have a wonderful summer! And I hope I can see you next year at some square dances or at Corban or something... :) We'll have to keep up with each other via blogging!



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