Don't ask me how I'm doing.
I don't know.
I just feel... numb. I can't describe it any other way. All the things that are happening out of no where... I don't understand it.
I hide under my bed a lot.
Thankfully Megan knows when I want to be left alone, and doesn't bother me much. I feel bad though, because she can tell I'm hurting and doesn't know what to do to help me.
I think I just need a good long hug.
The 15th cannot come fast enough.